not ready,not set,not wanna go

Whoaa its been long time I didn't post in here hahaha its like already 6 months
Hahaha, and now after I stop posting about my P and when I'm posting again it came out with new
P... Why it must be like that the way this life goes problem meet problem isn't it annoying ?
April let's see 2 people that I know and I love is gone forever isn't that a bad start ?
And I have to leave my friends and I gonna leave my crush too ? Its sucks and I have some little trouble with my buds too
I don't like her she's like followed what I do either what I buy is it annoying ?
last word for this post is "it comes again" :O I wanna scream out louudd

refreshing time

Hei all guys, I think I'm not going to post something until three days more, I need a time
To think and get ready for some new problems, my m says that she's gonna tell f about the D
I had to get my self heart and mind clear and not to sad or worried, amiiin

Thx guys

<3 rara muaah

my baby girl nice days by days (continue)

day 21 ... Insya Allah cantikku semakin sehat dan bsk dipermudah utk diperbolehkan berkumpul lg bersama kita semua di rmh... Amiiiiiiiiiiiin yra...

the solution

1. we must find what our hearts into the complaint.
2. We love to know your nearest person who can keep a secret
3. ask him / her what should we do
4. if shouted as loud as possible to make you happy, yell as loud as possible
5. if you think you want to killed yourself do not ever do it, I've tried is not helpful
6. many people needs you and love you tried to tell to some one that make you feel so bad like this
7. ask if your parents or someone is the best things do it
8. the point is do what you want to do be what you want to be freedom is no mystery

xoxo

rara *it would help you

im tired of PROBLEM !!!

I'm tired of all the problems I was having now, everything from the smallest to the largest. my problem is so messy my m is dating somebody i can not take it anymore my mind is so full of bad thing that i dont want to thinking about it. I do not know what should I do now. What I have to say to all people? because it was confidential, I can not. What should I menyudahkan my life? What I had to escape from all this?. my m is tired to, I know my mother had to menyudahkan relationship but he wants menjalininya with others, I was afraid something would happen to us, I do not want us to add one more person. no one knows exactly what I want, what I feel, I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired. indeed many people who have a lemon, there are a greater burden. we all do not know what will happen to us. yes! I know we must continue to pray and pray and draw closer to God's heart. but is there another solution? that's what we're looking to follow your heart then you and always think about what would happen to us ...

scenario

last night my *** and *** talking about the *******, she say if your f doesn't mad or accept it we doesn't move but if he got mad and doesn't accept it we move okay honey ? i just doesn't answer it i don't know are i can trough those time or maybe i can be desperate ?? i'm just feel worried about what happen next i'm scared. i don't want to move can anybody help me ???

you can't respect other people

you ! you man that's why everyone being annoying with you. you can't understand what other feeling if you joking with your joke. it's not funny. first your **** is gonna leave you because of your behave, you just spend the money that your **** make it you didn't work but your **** work hard to give you many. the real is actually you have to change if you don't want being leave from anybody you have to work you have to give your family food not your **** you wrong man, even you are not care about god who make you now being so lucky. your ***** even doesn't feel you are their ****** because you never understand their problems their feeling, you always want your wishes come true yeah your wishes come trou but not any longer time, so .... if you don't want being leave by anybody change yourself in a good way.