refreshing time

Hei all guys, I think I'm not going to post something until three days more, I need a time
To think and get ready for some new problems, my m says that she's gonna tell f about the D
I had to get my self heart and mind clear and not to sad or worried, amiiin

Thx guys

<3 rara muaah

my baby girl nice days by days (continue)

day 21 ... Insya Allah cantikku semakin sehat dan bsk dipermudah utk diperbolehkan berkumpul lg bersama kita semua di rmh... Amiiiiiiiiiiiin yra...

the solution

1. we must find what our hearts into the complaint.
2. We love to know your nearest person who can keep a secret
3. ask him / her what should we do
4. if shouted as loud as possible to make you happy, yell as loud as possible
5. if you think you want to killed yourself do not ever do it, I've tried is not helpful
6. many people needs you and love you tried to tell to some one that make you feel so bad like this
7. ask if your parents or someone is the best things do it
8. the point is do what you want to do be what you want to be freedom is no mystery

xoxo

rara *it would help you

im tired of PROBLEM !!!

I'm tired of all the problems I was having now, everything from the smallest to the largest. my problem is so messy my m is dating somebody i can not take it anymore my mind is so full of bad thing that i dont want to thinking about it. I do not know what should I do now. What I have to say to all people? because it was confidential, I can not. What should I menyudahkan my life? What I had to escape from all this?. my m is tired to, I know my mother had to menyudahkan relationship but he wants menjalininya with others, I was afraid something would happen to us, I do not want us to add one more person. no one knows exactly what I want, what I feel, I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired. indeed many people who have a lemon, there are a greater burden. we all do not know what will happen to us. yes! I know we must continue to pray and pray and draw closer to God's heart. but is there another solution? that's what we're looking to follow your heart then you and always think about what would happen to us ...

scenario

last night my *** and *** talking about the *******, she say if your f doesn't mad or accept it we doesn't move but if he got mad and doesn't accept it we move okay honey ? i just doesn't answer it i don't know are i can trough those time or maybe i can be desperate ?? i'm just feel worried about what happen next i'm scared. i don't want to move can anybody help me ???

you can't respect other people

you ! you man that's why everyone being annoying with you. you can't understand what other feeling if you joking with your joke. it's not funny. first your **** is gonna leave you because of your behave, you just spend the money that your **** make it you didn't work but your **** work hard to give you many. the real is actually you have to change if you don't want being leave from anybody you have to work you have to give your family food not your **** you wrong man, even you are not care about god who make you now being so lucky. your ***** even doesn't feel you are their ****** because you never understand their problems their feeling, you always want your wishes come true yeah your wishes come trou but not any longer time, so .... if you don't want being leave by anybody change yourself in a good way.

letters to god

god please help me from this many kind of trouble, god i know you know what i feel, i know you know why i want. god please give me the best, not just for me but for all.

i just want to tell you that please help me to survive my problems, i just hope you can do the best for me i know you can see me writing this letters to you, now i'm trying to be closed to you always beside you

thanks ALLAH

my baby girl nice days by days

day 3 ... my heart is still in the ICU ... still hoping more good news, amien..

day 4 ... :"(

day 5  ... hoping my heart stronger than me, amien ya allah

day 6 ... still hoping for more good progress for my Azwa, amin yra..

day 7... be strong my love ... heart you

day 8 ... get well soon baby girl... misses ur smile

day 9 ... hangin' there love, we all know u can do it

i suddenly can't sleep... it's just not her!!! ...hoping for any good news later on...amin yra

day 10 ... let's hope for the best for my baby girl, amin yra...

day 11 ... be patient ya cantik... u'll be well soon, amin yra.. miss u baby girl

day 12 ... hoping nothing serious happen after they take the breath helper... amin yra...

day 13 ... be patient love, we have faith in you... misses your gigles

day 14 ... I love you baby girl... be patient...

day 15 ... You really do a good job my little angel... Don't give up ok... let see how far those hospital teams will try screw our patience... you get well ok, we misses u so bad!!!

day 16 ... just relax ok baby girl, get well each second ok... if money is big issue for that hospital, we working on it... let them eat as much as they want!!! God is in our side, so no worries ok love!

day 17 ... waiting for a good news fr the unprof hospital team! ... you just get well ok little princess

day 18.. Hoping moreee good progress, amiiiinnnn..

day 19 ... tuh RS emang keterlaluan yaa... mau kasus Prita keulang apa ya?!? nyari duit kok ya maenin nyawa bayi...bener2 deh!!! Fuck all those damn doctors!! What they forget is their work ethics, they are suppose to prioratise the patient more than the $ !!!

day 20 ... hiks.. sabar yah cantikku... semuanya akan baik2 saja, Insya Allah..amiiiiiiiinnnnn yra

ckckck

in family sure there will be a trouble,.,.,., now right now this year i don't know, i've seen many parents want to get a divorce.. such a poor daughter and son if they know that their parents do that :( god bless you guys

anything abut the "f"

you all have to know, my friend is going to move, i don't know why but she is absolutely sensitive girl she always want the best just for her, she didn't care about her friends feeling about, really don't like her attitude right now but she is a humoris girls but she absolutely not fashionable :o

shocking monday !!! (embarassing)

omg..omg..omg thats what i say all this day, you know what !! this morning i have an indepenedent ceremony and i'm singing for the choir... you all antentioon !! i fainted , omg i cant believe it i was fainted in front of all students and teachers after i woke up i was in the teachers room and i directly go home.

after i had my 8 hours sleep i'm hungry, as usual my dad is still in home, he buyed me an food ,of course it's tasty because i' hungry after my dad leave, i watch dvd (tips: watching dvd makes you feel better) , my sister ask me to go to mall to buyed an printer ink but she had an another plan we had an karaoke afternoon, after we had fun we go home, near my house i see many building is balckouts so i think my house is blackouts too, so we move for a temporary to  my another house we watch an dvd. until were so boring and we call my house FINALY my home is doesnt dark again fyiuh bad day -__-

thats my embarassing post -_-

bye  

averageish days

This week I'm verry tired of everything many problems came to me
Like my tbff want to move to my school I don't know why she would do that
But I hope there's a good reason why she woukd thinking of meving to other school,
We know that I'm gonna move to ... But not everyone knows
Actually I don't want to move I love being here with my friends but I didn't love the problems
In here I can share my sadness my happyness all my feeling
But loosing some one is not the best things I don't want to loosing hira beacause I'm gonna leaving all
Either I don't want to see my friends sad.

Today I'm gonna telling you all about this averagish week,

Monday: monday let's see school..in the morning I always thinking are our mood ( me and my friends ) are gonna be good
Or not we alway have problem in a day right ? After we study in 3 hours its' time for our recess some other friends is verry
Lazy to came down and buy some food or drink or.. They just don't
Bring money, after the recces is off we turn to study i'm so glad that the subject is english and i tink that mr. rashid will teach us and beacause of mr. rashid gotta get ready for his wedding the teacher is changed for a momment until mr. rashid already have a wedding.

and the teacher is mr. mathew i'm scared of him, he look like a clown .

so we go to the next day 

tuesday: another schoolday same as monday

wednesday: boring day same as 2 days before

thursday: nothing important -_-

friday: not same today is special my school electricty is turn off so the kids it's go home early and my friends going to my house we had fun today we go swimming and lot of eating hahaha

thats is my post for today, toodles 

<3>

something

hei bloggers long time no see i have something now.some thing that i can tell you all and something no.

first i just broke my heart by myself, how stupid i am i dont know what to do my family doesnt want it but he want to show my family that he is a nice boy but my family can't accept it...now i'm just alone.secind the F problem returns i want to tell everyone i'm the person can't closed myfeeling i have to showed some people that i'm sad and confused i just dont know what to do,now my true bff knows it i'm little bit happy but not much i hope they will accept my cindotion. now im just confused about how my lifes goes i just hope i can get my best for myself and all from god. i just need to pray to ALLAH "god i know you know what i feels,i hope you can turns it to be a good for my and all".the third (and the last) i want to make money by myself maybe i can may some accesories and i'm going to make a magazine with my friend. NANA & KAKA.

thats all that i can post right now.and my qoute of the post is (actually is not a quote is an question for me) "how do i heal my broken heart??", thanks guys for reading this blog

<3 - rara

welcoming the holiday

holiday is coming guys....aduuh gue bakal kangen sama sekolah bakal kangen sama peaching peanuts bakal kangen semuanyaaaaa..bingung mau kemana aja tapi pingin ngajak temen jalan sih :)

pingin bilang tapi....

today i'm very excited yet sad and happy andd all off that feelling contains one word VERY.(aduh rara sok inggris gitu deh).oh ya tadi gue dan teman" gue kecuali si ***** kita udh bilang sma wali kelas gue dan besok mau di sidang hehe abs itu gue pusiing dan gak enk gitu deh perasaan sma pokonya di sekolah sma di rumah eerrgghhh perasaan gue gak enk gitu huuuu knp yah ?.sma kaka gue mengetahui apa yang terjadi pda hub saya aduuh kacauuu

CURHAT YA !

gue lagi seneng kesel sedih bahagia pada hari ini tanggal 8 september `09 pukul 7.28 wib inilah alasan yg sangat ga penting menurut kalian tapi penting banget buat gue :

1.gue seneng karena bentar lagi libur awal lebaran,libur lebaran,libur akhir lebaran itu yang di tulis di kertas pengumuman

2.kesel sama orang" yg SARAP di post gue sebelumnya udh gue ceritain

3.sedih karena ibuuu ke bali sampe jum'at huhuhuhu

4.bahagia karena gue balikan sama seseorang hehe

klo lo berpartisipasi untuk membuat saya senang berikan saya 2000 rupiah yang baru
haha ngareppp

masalah !

gue di tahun ini mengalami banyak masalah mulai dari keluarga sampe orang lain tapi itu gak menjadi halangan untuk gue dalam menjalankan hidup !! yeah ! ngomomg" gue akan menceritakannya satu per satu dengan cara singkat jelas dan padat uuh yea

1.yang keluarga privacy man bukan public ok ? seep lanjut

2.ada temen namanya ***** ngeselinnya naujubilah udh mainnya kasar suka ngomongin oang asem lagi 'keteknya' abs itu pokoknya gak karuan deh

3.masih dengan kalangan *** mereka makin menggila tau ga yang mesum lah gaul bgt bandel gak sopan pokoknya ga wajar SARAP MEREKA

4.gue pingin kabur dari masalah yanggue hadapin sekarang tapi klo gue melakukannya dengan cara melarikan diri itu gawat klo marah" sarap tapi gue pasti berpikir bijak dan ga mau meninggalkan maslah ini dengan cara yang tidak bertanggung jawab jadi gue akan menyelesaikan masalah ini dengan cara bersabar dan mencoba untuk mengatakan apa yang gue rasakan tapi gue gak bisa menceritakan masalah ini ke orang jadi gue berniat untuk menceritakan masalah ini dengan blog gue sendiri karena yang mengerti gue hanya gue sendiri

xoxo

shamira

me and my new world

hai udh lama ya gue ga nge-post di blog gue iniiii ohh ya sekarang gue udh smp lhooo aduh slamet ya rara SMP hahaha oh ya gue juga punya banyak temen baru tpi ada yang annoying gitu deh dan sekarang gue juga mau mencoba sesuatu yang baru dan beda sama yang di SD ooh yague juga bikin blog yang baru hehe `CIY' ok gue mau nge-post lgi neh soalnya banyak cerita yang gue mau ceritain selama gue smp ini okok ? siiiip

true or false ?!?

sumpah gue gak tau ini beneran apa ngga...apa banget coba ?? knapa harus diem2 klo beneran bilang aja dan klo ga beneran buktiin jangan booonng...kita kan udah temenan lama klo misalnya lo ga boong pasti gue ngerti tapi klo misalnya lo jangan takut disalahin orang okay love uuu ;)

adduh serem !

tadi kan ulang taun anne abs itu kita ngerayain nah pas lg asik-asik tiba-tiba petir dateng keras banget terus gelap banget langitnya..kita pada ketakutan abis itu gue lansung pulang di perjalanan ujan gede abis itu angin kenceng sampe jalan ga keliatan semua orang masang hazard di mobilnya untuk memberitahu kalo kita jalan itu lagi ga ke control...oh ya for anne happy birthday yaa...and remember all "selagi kita masih bisa meminta maaf lakukanlah" that's from me and i want to say i'm sorry if i had an acident

"penghianat"

jadi gini gue punya sodara namanya ***** (gue ga blh sebutin karena nanti ktauan) dia tuh penghianat dia nge-block msn gue padahal yg bikinin msnnya dia gue aj blagu dsar...huh...dia tuh alay banget !! (sumpah rara parah bgt) abs itu dia juga ngomongin gue dari belakang...awas aja lo gue utak atik msn lu !!

"Q'momo" it's my boutiqe

oh ya td d post tadi(sebelum post yang ini) gue bilang "d toko" nah gue mau ngasih tau kalian kalo gue punya boutiqe namanya "Q'momo" itu d dharmawangsa square dateng ya...okok ?

SAKIT

hari ini gue sakit...da ga msuk sklh...sumpah !! idung gue mampet bgt susah nafas abs itu suara bindeng gituu sebel gue heran belakangan ini ad yg aneh dr gue...karna ini kalo misalnya gue ngomong sesuatu yang ga gue rasain itu langsung terjadi....aneh knp ya ?

nah ini juga gue juga lg sebel sm kaka gue yg kerjanya marah-marah terus huh..kemaren kan gue abs dr pim sm kaka gue abs itu burgernya dia dikasih gue kan ketinggalan d mobil abs itu di bawa pulang sm supir gue yaudh dia marah2 nyokap gue ngebela dia terus...gue ga pernah d bela sebel deh gue..abs itu td kan gue d toko sm sodar sm kk gue juga kan gue beli makanan abs itu dia ga bolehin gue makan yaudh gue ngadu ke nyokap gue haha kasian deh lo...

give me a love

temen-temen gue bilang kalo gue adalah anak yg beruntung dan sempurna...tapi menurut gw gue ga seberuntung yg mereka pikirkan soalnya ada beberapa hal yg menyebabkan gue bukan anak yg beruntung pertama gue selalu menjadi anak yg mengalah padahal gue anak yg pling kecil kedua mungkin gue isa ketemu nyokap gue ga selama kyk nyokap temen2 gue yg selalu ada dirumah menamni anaknya ketiga kk gue adalah kk teregois yg pernah gue liat buktinya hri ini dia mlh pergi main futsal sedangkan gue sendirian di rmh BETE :P andaikan gue bisa menjadi seperti apa yg gue inginkan tp semuanya GAGAL :( huhuhuuhu

rara is a poor girl of comment

ayo..berilah saya comment ke saya anda akan mendapatkan hadiah 

duit...seperti di atas ini..thx

study is boring school is the best

kalo menurut gue belajar itu emang ngebosenin tapi kalo kita ke sekolah itu nyenengin kita sekolah ktemmu temen-temen nah ! caelah klo kita belajar ngbosenin bikin belajar nyenengin aj (ap hubungannya ya ?) nah klo gitu kita harus meningkatkan motivasi belajar...okok ? siiip dah

aah malu aku..

semenjak gue buat post yg hari ini gue buat gue jadi salting gituu haha
....(ga jelas)

me , my friends, and my family

hari ini gue super duper campur aduk rasanya...pertama tadi tegang bgt menghadapi try out dan juga males , abs itu seneng karena bisa ktemu temen-temen hehehe eaea abs itu gue td sedihan juga gue sadar gue membuat bnyak salah kepada bonyok (singkatan) abs itu ke keluarga gue dan juga gue gak nyadar klo bentar lg sd ditinggalkan oleh kita angkatan 19 huhuuhu oh ya abs itu gue juga lg autis bgt parah gue d sklh menjadi org autis gitu...haha tp gue lg ndak enak body nih but never mind
skrg...gue punya pesen buat temen dan keluarga gue :

dear my friends

you know that we are friends....and this friendship will not go until the end...pertama gue mau kasih tau kalian kalo gue tau kadang gue orang yang so lucu tapi kalian juga harus tau klo gue mau menghibur kalian...kadang gue suka mikir klo temen-temen gue ga ada yg peduli sm gue karena kalian suka diemin gue dan suka bisik-bisikin gue tapi sekarang gue sadar kalo kalian adalah temen paling baik yang pernah gue temuin...maafin gue klo misalnya selama ini gue banyak berbuat salah ke kalian dan gue juga terima kasih kalian udah mau jadikan aku temen kalian

love. rara

dear my best family :)

kalian harus tau kalo rara sayang banget sma kalian mungkin rara terlalu egois atau apa yg kalian pikir tentang rara tapi kalian juga harus tau kalo rara sayaaang banget banget sama kalian dan rara uga mau minta maaf kalo selama ini rara sering berbuat salah atau membuat hati kalian tersinggung rara juga mau bilang terima kasih udh sayang sama rara dan juga mau nemenin dan membantu rara saat rara memerlukan kalian...i just want say I LOVE U MY FAMILY

love.rara

me , my friends, and my family

new me just me

okay...gue perkenalkan diri gue sendiri dulu...nama gue rara umur 12 (tapi umur bkal nambah boo) gue orgnya cantik (pasti)haha gaul nggak juga pinter pasti (karna ucapan adlah sebagian dri doaa) oh ya gue punya nyokap,bokap,kaka 1 aj gaush bnyak2 dan banyak seupu om..dll gue orgnya ga suka diatur dan juga org yg ga suka ngeliat org ngeyel haha but nevermind oh ya seblumnya gue punya blog tp gatau deh gmana tuh skrg yg pasti gue udh punya blog lagii. in this blog (ciea so inggris) gue bkal cerita tentang kehidupa gue tp ga sepenuhnya tentang kehidupan gue siii...haaa oh ya this is the end of my first post but in my second blog...so enjoy the blog