refreshing time

Hei all guys, I think I'm not going to post something until three days more, I need a time
To think and get ready for some new problems, my m says that she's gonna tell f about the D
I had to get my self heart and mind clear and not to sad or worried, amiiin

Thx guys

<3 rara muaah

my baby girl nice days by days (continue)

day 21 ... Insya Allah cantikku semakin sehat dan bsk dipermudah utk diperbolehkan berkumpul lg bersama kita semua di rmh... Amiiiiiiiiiiiin yra...

the solution

1. we must find what our hearts into the complaint.
2. We love to know your nearest person who can keep a secret
3. ask him / her what should we do
4. if shouted as loud as possible to make you happy, yell as loud as possible
5. if you think you want to killed yourself do not ever do it, I've tried is not helpful
6. many people needs you and love you tried to tell to some one that make you feel so bad like this
7. ask if your parents or someone is the best things do it
8. the point is do what you want to do be what you want to be freedom is no mystery

xoxo

rara *it would help you

im tired of PROBLEM !!!

I'm tired of all the problems I was having now, everything from the smallest to the largest. my problem is so messy my m is dating somebody i can not take it anymore my mind is so full of bad thing that i dont want to thinking about it. I do not know what should I do now. What I have to say to all people? because it was confidential, I can not. What should I menyudahkan my life? What I had to escape from all this?. my m is tired to, I know my mother had to menyudahkan relationship but he wants menjalininya with others, I was afraid something would happen to us, I do not want us to add one more person. no one knows exactly what I want, what I feel, I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired. indeed many people who have a lemon, there are a greater burden. we all do not know what will happen to us. yes! I know we must continue to pray and pray and draw closer to God's heart. but is there another solution? that's what we're looking to follow your heart then you and always think about what would happen to us ...

scenario

last night my *** and *** talking about the *******, she say if your f doesn't mad or accept it we doesn't move but if he got mad and doesn't accept it we move okay honey ? i just doesn't answer it i don't know are i can trough those time or maybe i can be desperate ?? i'm just feel worried about what happen next i'm scared. i don't want to move can anybody help me ???

you can't respect other people

you ! you man that's why everyone being annoying with you. you can't understand what other feeling if you joking with your joke. it's not funny. first your **** is gonna leave you because of your behave, you just spend the money that your **** make it you didn't work but your **** work hard to give you many. the real is actually you have to change if you don't want being leave from anybody you have to work you have to give your family food not your **** you wrong man, even you are not care about god who make you now being so lucky. your ***** even doesn't feel you are their ****** because you never understand their problems their feeling, you always want your wishes come true yeah your wishes come trou but not any longer time, so .... if you don't want being leave by anybody change yourself in a good way.

letters to god

god please help me from this many kind of trouble, god i know you know what i feel, i know you know why i want. god please give me the best, not just for me but for all.

i just want to tell you that please help me to survive my problems, i just hope you can do the best for me i know you can see me writing this letters to you, now i'm trying to be closed to you always beside you

thanks ALLAH

my baby girl nice days by days

day 3 ... my heart is still in the ICU ... still hoping more good news, amien..

day 4 ... :"(

day 5  ... hoping my heart stronger than me, amien ya allah

day 6 ... still hoping for more good progress for my Azwa, amin yra..

day 7... be strong my love ... heart you

day 8 ... get well soon baby girl... misses ur smile

day 9 ... hangin' there love, we all know u can do it

i suddenly can't sleep... it's just not her!!! ...hoping for any good news later on...amin yra

day 10 ... let's hope for the best for my baby girl, amin yra...

day 11 ... be patient ya cantik... u'll be well soon, amin yra.. miss u baby girl

day 12 ... hoping nothing serious happen after they take the breath helper... amin yra...

day 13 ... be patient love, we have faith in you... misses your gigles

day 14 ... I love you baby girl... be patient...

day 15 ... You really do a good job my little angel... Don't give up ok... let see how far those hospital teams will try screw our patience... you get well ok, we misses u so bad!!!

day 16 ... just relax ok baby girl, get well each second ok... if money is big issue for that hospital, we working on it... let them eat as much as they want!!! God is in our side, so no worries ok love!

day 17 ... waiting for a good news fr the unprof hospital team! ... you just get well ok little princess

day 18.. Hoping moreee good progress, amiiiinnnn..

day 19 ... tuh RS emang keterlaluan yaa... mau kasus Prita keulang apa ya?!? nyari duit kok ya maenin nyawa bayi...bener2 deh!!! Fuck all those damn doctors!! What they forget is their work ethics, they are suppose to prioratise the patient more than the $ !!!

day 20 ... hiks.. sabar yah cantikku... semuanya akan baik2 saja, Insya Allah..amiiiiiiiinnnnn yra

ckckck

in family sure there will be a trouble,.,.,., now right now this year i don't know, i've seen many parents want to get a divorce.. such a poor daughter and son if they know that their parents do that :( god bless you guys